This guy just ugh... He makes me sad. And I dont even think he knows what hes doing. Unless hes just trying to hurt me. In that case I would be better off without him. My favourite line I wrote I would have to say is :

"Why didn’t I see it from the start
You blinded me when you took my heart"

I know its not very good. I am deffinitly not thinking clearly. Heat makes me some what crazy. I really dislike it. I shall move to England where it does not get like 30 degrees for weeks and tomorrow is going to be 35 or something like that. Come fall(autumn), bring your rain, bring you wind, and bring your colours for it gives me joy to see you play.



I’m so sick of this time
My clocks running down
And you have nothing to say
I tired of being the only one to try
But I’m done with that

You think that you’re perfect
But I’d rather be alone than be with you
Broken promises
Shattered hearts
You’re losing me is what you’ve won
I guess I meant nothing to you
Just a thorn in your side

We used to have something
You won’t be able to find my number anymore
Because I’d rather be alone than be with you
All the pain you’ve caused
All the tears I’ve shed
All worth nothing

I’m just wasting my time
And now I am sitting hear writing this broken poetry
I can’t believe I fell for this
My friends were right
Why didn’t I see it from the start
You blinded me when you took my heart

You can try
But I will lie
I don’t want you now
I see who you are
I see what you do
I don’t want any part of who you are

I gave you a piece of my heart
Thinking you would keep it
Instead it’s rotting away in your hands
I could have gave it to someone special
I think you should know
I’d rather be alone than with you

Don’t speak
Let me be
Because all you’re doing is hurting me

Expecting me to open up to you
Don’t run to me with open arms
And an open heart
I’m done with that
I used to trust you
I told you secrets no one else knew
But now I see
I’d rather be alone than with you